all hell can't stop us now

cantstopusnow @ 2005-02-22T22:46:00

2005-02-23T03:47:04Z

me and justin are racing tomorrow barefoot, and backwards. naked

weekend was fun. watched notebook over at lauras. such a good movie. vanessa thought i was crying. :)
yesterday i slept in but still took two naps. went to work and got so much free food. and chris, amand and tim came up. as good as a night can get at work.
today i watched friday night lights with evan then got some tb and my check. $202. thats 202 buck toward drivers ed.

i still dont got my schedule done. wtf

cantstopusnow @ 2005-02-19T18:18:00

2005-02-19T23:38:46Z

i can never be mad when i hear this song.

last night went to the basketball game at john glenn. we were so close to winning. no fights, no one even talked shit. it was so quiet at the game.
after that we went over to jackies house for her birthday party. once we started throwing the ball around i just wanted to get outside and play. heh. went home, talked with ken for a lil (hes a good listener).
today i had to work 730-330. pretty fun. tonight prolly goin to angels b day party.

tommy

cantstopusnow @ 2005-02-13T20:11:00

2005-02-14T01:49:52Z

saturday had to get up at 7 and work til 3 with brandon. its fun opening with him. then i had to get ready for the dance and headed ericas for pictures. erica looked sooo good last night. i cant wait til we get the pictures back. the dance was good except for the music. i went to request a song, and there was this long list of ones and they all sucked. so i scribbled em all out and wrote salt shaker. never came on. buafter we went to big boys. got some more pictures. :) thrn rented havana nights and went back to vanessas to watch it. i think everyone fell asleep at one time. got to bed at 330
today worked 730- 3. :-) yay. me and brandon were tired but it was funny as hell. oh no, oh my god, its an earthquake!!! bam buambaubm. lol. and of course tomorrow i work too.
fun weekend. lotta funny shit happened. heh
bout time to catch up on some sleep. night everybody
happy valentines day.

cantstopusnow @ 2005-02-03T21:23:00

2005-02-04T02:53:43Z

things have been goin so great.
we've been testing in football class. im jsut terrible. but its nice knowing where i stand.
tuesday went to the game with everybody. fun time even though we lost. curtis is so funny. "You just got blocked by the rim!!" i thought that was hilarious. after the game these italianos tried selling us weed. so i called the cops. jk.
yesterday me vanessa erica went to a game at eastern with these girls from crestwood, katie, betsy and meg. fun group of girls. we got kinda lost on the way there. and it was a lil crowded in the backseat. it was so funny when betsy's leg fell asleep cuz vanessa had the seat so far back. lol. we got to see cecelia perform which was sweet. they looked pretty good out there.
today we all had that internship assmebly. im definately gonna try to get that.
gettin some food
night everybody

cantstopusnow @ 2005-01-27T18:39:00

2005-01-28T00:33:13Z

football class was a riot. kinda sucked, but we needed it. we should be conditioning like 3 times a week.
days have been goin by so quick, its almost valentines day. its almost coming home! i still dunno if im goin. everyones like ask this person or that person. im like okay!!
so cold out
cant wait for spring break. just so its warm

-dan threw up. lol. justin got kinda sick too :-/

pssss, .. i wrote this

Someone Like You

someone like you,
is very hard to find.
so unique and true,
perfect in my mind.

you're perfect in these eyes,
that see you everyday.
the eyes that wait to see you,
when you go away.

as you go away,
walking down the hall.
i wonder if i have,
any chance at all.

and even when you leave me,
hanging in the mists.
i wait to see your smile,
i wait to feel your kiss.

i wait to feel those lips,
that i've never felt before.
if i ever get a taste,
i know that i'll want more.

but this is just a dream,
never to come true.
of a perfect life,
a life spent with you.

poetry class is getting fun

cantstopusnow @ 2005-01-24T15:55:00

2005-01-24T21:46:42Z

classes are sweet. know a few people in each one. but it feels like somethings wrong. i already miss erica and torr. :-/ but its sweet i got justin though. oh actually i got torr in 6th. yup! but im gonna miss ya erica. i <3 you erica. :-)
in 2nd today, whaley said the meanest thing to ashley. i was jsut speechless. im like why would you say that? it was harsh and i felt bad. me and justin bet on the superbowl. he took the patriots. everyone better be cheering for philly.
see yall tomorrow.
night

cantstopusnow @ 2005-01-22T18:32:00

2005-01-22T23:55:20Z

finals went great. cant believe how easy they were. and im so exicted for my new classes. most are the same but its gonna be sweet meeting new people
physics, psycology, precalc, chem, poetry, personal fit 2
poetry just might blow.
thursday, me ken and brandon met up with ash meg and vanita at teh movies. cach carter was so sweet. definatley worth seeing, atleast twice. its so emotional. then we met up with patton celia girgen and ryan at oak lanes. it was so sweet how they let us take over jackies lanes.
friday, me torr patton and geoff went to hte game. and we jsut might ahve won it for em. we either won by 2 or 3. and if we hadnt done the countdown, they mighta hit a 3. then us williams celia and erica went to plymouth for a lil bit. chilled at the bean writing poems/ never did stop by startbucks. and we saw ash meg vanita and whaley up there. went back to torr's and watched the italian job. oh man, torrance is the best freestler ever. he was goin on about him starting next year. then he threw me in there, and t-o and it was awesoem. rhymed and flowed and everything. hell yeah TORR! lol so kick ass
today i had to open at taco bell. which meant i had to shovel a path from the door to the dumpster in 10 inch snow. twice. heh. right now ima hop in the shower then ericas supposed to call me and we might be going somewhere. peace

cantstopusnow @ 2005-01-16T20:16:00

2005-01-17T01:34:28Z

so friday i went to the game with everyone. was fun even though we lost. james kelly is crazy on the court. on the way out, me brandon and torr were yelling "franklin basketball" while we were walking past the salem crowd. cant believe they didnt say anything. then we went to some pizza place with sweet cinnamon rolls.
i woke up saturday and was sick as hell. work calls at 7:20 sayin i was supposed to bein 20 minutes ago. i tell em i cant come in. spend the whole day laying on the couch falling asleep ever hour. and did the same for most of sunday. just took a shower, feel a lot better now. jessie minard called saturday, havent talked to her since october. and laura called, shes a nice girl.
i think its time to lay down again.
goodnight everyone, good luck on finals

cantstopusnow @ 2005-01-09T17:37:00

2005-01-09T23:16:28Z

friday me torr and justin stayed after to work out. damn near died on the leg press. then after we played the girls in volleyball. we played 6 games i think, only lost won cuz torr hit the ball twice in a row. A for effort. but it was really fun. we were there til almost 5. then me torr and ken went to the game over at stevenson. the funniest thing happened when the thrid period was ending. then we met up with ashley and carly up at taco bell. ended up watchin the first hour of napolean dynamite for the third time over at kens with erica cecelia and jeff.
yesteday i got off work early and was supposed to go to mongolian bbq but that didnt work out. so i ended up watching the playoffs and finishin my mousetrap car for physics. i go to bed and like right before im bout to fall asleep i get a text message form erica. i must have been dreamin about her because before i even opened my eyes i knew it was her. it said you can acll me now. then she sent another that said hehe :). im like that was pointless, why didnt you jsut call me? oh, shes like, okay when im with them, i get where theyre coming from, but when im with you, i realize it doesnt make sense. lol
today i worked, got off early again. might be goin to the mall lata.
peace

cantstopusnow @ 2005-01-02T00:42:00

2005-01-02T05:57:47Z

so new years was a blast. went over to vanessas. erica got so freaked out by that damn ouiji board. soo funny. ball dropped we all drank that sparkle juice. vanessa was like ugh. we're like its not alcohol! lol. then i jogged over to celias and stayed ther for a lil.
me torr and j stayed the night at vanessas. tension built up for a lil there but it cooled down. oh, we fall asleep around 5, then erica just all of a sudden grabs me with both hands and yells someone jsut ran across the basement. i look at the clock its 5, im like are you serious? heh. that ouiji board got to her. i wonder if i can get elvis' ouiji number
then i had to go to work. hung out with celia after. spent about an hour running errands in amandas sweet ride. went to celias and jsut chilled cuz her parents wouldnt let her leave.
oh man, tomorrow i have to work then do that project for sawyer. what a hoe, giving us a project over break.
happy new years everybody

cantstopusnow @ 2004-12-31T15:41:00

2004-12-31T20:53:48Z

oh man. hung with torr angel ken and brandon last night. watched part of napolean dynamite. got so fucking stupid so we watched a different movie. then me torr angel and tina tried goin to club inferno but it ended up being closed. so we went back to brandons and jsut chilled. i was texting erica for a lil. too bad she couldnt jsut call me like usual. it was liek 2 and im like torr, dont you gotta work at 730, hes like ....yeah. wtf. so we got some white castle and went home.
so we get back to my house and he's like we might as well jsut stay up til 730. im like whatever. so we just play madden until the morning. i been sleepin ever since we dropped him off. i kinda feel sorry for him. hes gonna be dead tonight. actually he gets of right about now

cantstopusnow @ 2004-12-30T02:40:00

2004-12-30T08:33:30Z

so christmas was good. got in a lil fight with my brother the night before. fist started bleeding cuz i hit it on the desk in the middle of it all. lol. we both jsut get too macho about things. so i did a lot of stuff with my family. saw the polar express. to me, that movie totally seems like a dream id have.
so today i went into work and got sent home after 40 minutes. hell yeah.
tonight i went to plymouth with laura ken celia justin and all them. fun time just walkin around. but i kinda wished we coudla jsut went somewhere and sat down.
damn, tomorrow, then friday, then saturday, sunday, then school. wtf? i still got that project for sawyer. ....bitch

some kick ass songs, ryan cabrera- "she's" and "true" and earshot- someone

talkin to jenny right now. cant believe im not the only one up at 3:30.
night everybody
happy new years

look at all that f-in snow!!

2004-12-23T07:43:39Z

so thank god it snowed out. just in time for christmas. tomorrow me ashley torr and everyone are supposed to go sledding. lemme know if you can come. besides that im also supposed to visit celia up at tims tomorrow.
so i got all my christmas shoping done. i got kevin madden 05 and tonight he tells me he got my espn 2k5. great.
last friday, me torr jb and brandon all went to the rec and met up with ashley and her friends. first we played a lil basketball, realized no one ever taught me how to dribble. :-/ but then we played volleyball and just started beatin the shit out of the girls. we were winning until this pro volleyball champ of '77 comes up with his bullets. but then we got ashley on our side, so she helped a lot. but we still needed a lil more communication so i gave us all code names. ash was phoenix, brandon was iceman, and i was cougar. thats when we pulled ahead. it was fun as hell. we were supposed to go again tonight but it got kinda late. so hopefully we can go tomorrow.
goodnight everyone

Merry Christmas :-)

cantstopusnow @ 2004-12-12T23:21:00

2004-12-13T04:31:35Z

so friday i worked out after school. there was only like 15 kids in the weight room. damn. so then i went to the game with torr and brandon. met up with livia and tia. saw quinn, curtis and brandon and all them. pretty fun. then went to the party. kinda bummed at first cuz no one was dancing but it turned out to be a good night.
justin dont.
GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE FUN! lol
then saturady i worked and went to the snowball after. not as many people as i thought thered be. that was a funny ass dance. brandon youre hilarious. didnt go to bed til 3 though.
today ihad to wake p at 730 today for work. got off at 3. showered. saw tia and megan at burger king. then went over to vanessas with erica to hang with them and justin. them some crazy girls
night everybody

cantstopusnow @ 2004-12-09T15:23:00

2004-12-09T20:36:56Z

jeff: yeah girl who never updates
vanessa: sorry have a life and dont have time for some stupid journal
tom: if you had a life youd have something to write about

so, went to the basketball game on tuesday with celia patton and torr. and us and bending went to senate. then wednesday with torr, emily and jenny to 12 oaks. good time, took forever to get there. after went to her house to clean up for the party. which is now black white and jean party. pssh what is that?

tomorrow is school, work out, mall with torr, maybe game, then party
saturday is work then maybe snowball
sundays work then..... theres something im supposed to do that night. at like 7 or something. hmm

torrance, youre implied
peace

kaylyn and nicole, do you guys have the same brithday? august 6th?

cantstopusnow @ 2004-12-04T01:32:00

2004-12-04T08:06:24Z

x:about you:x:

name:x:: thomas
age:x:: sweet 16
sign:x:: leo

:x:last:x:

movie watched:x:: 2 fast 2 furious
book read:x:: annies baby. almost cried in class when i read the ending
time you cried:x: okay i didnt really cry in class. i dont cry, i play football, i work out
time you brushed your hair:x:: all the time with my hands
time you felt love:x:: goodass question. this week or last
phrase said out loud:x:: night dude
time you were sick:x:: i don't get sick
email you wrote:x:: to chelsea
magazine you read:x:: this gay one in berry's class. so catolog for lumber jacks or some bullshit. all fucking flannel
song you heard:x:: jesus walks- kanye west
cd you listened to:x:: kens sweet ass mix
assignment you did:x:: gov study guide
time you were excited:x:: when i thought of shopping with erica tomorrow
time you laughed:x:: work, oh kev made this funny ass joke. damn i forget it
person you talked to:x:: talkin to chelsea now. she dont sleep
play/concert you saw:x:: dunno
person you kissed:x:: breanna
person who kissed you:x:: breanna
thing you did that you really shouldn't have:x:: no regrets

:x:have you ever:x:

drank:x:: no
done drugs:x:: no
had a sexual experience (doesn't have to be actual sex):x:: yeah
cried because of someone of the same sex:x:: no
cried because of someone of the opposite sex:x:: once
kissed someone of the opposite sex:x:: yeah
kissed someone of the same sex:x:: dont think so
had a huge crush on someone:x:: i guess, i dont know
had a boyfriend:x:: no
how about a lover:x:: no

:x:do you:x:

like long surveys:x:: sometimes. gets me thinking
like surveys at all:x:: sure
like love:x:: ehh, mutual love
eat too much:x:: yeah

:x:are you:x:

a happy person:x:: yeah
a nice person:x:: yeah
happy with how you look:x:: yeah but always room for improvement

:x:random:x:

do you especially like darkness:x:: no, what kinda freaks do?
do you go to school dances:x:: yeah
do you like them:x:: kinda
what do you want to be when you grow up:x:: engineer
do you have pets:x:: had fluffy
brothers:x:: kev and jam
sisters:x:: nope
are you parents together:x:: No
do you like someone:x:: i dunno
do they know:x:: doubt they know if i dont know
do they like you:x:: oh god, ummm no one likes me
will you love them until your dying day:x:: hell nah
would you buy a cd for just one song:x:: mmmmno
do you have a screen name:x:: yeah
is it dumb:x:: mmmmyeah
do you have friends:x:: yeah

:x:favorites:x:

book:x:: annies baby
movie:x:: fight club, troy, 2 fast 2 furious, butterfly effect,
pet:x:: cat
person:x:: jam, kev, torr, ev, ce, v,
color:x:: green
food:x:: stuffing
drink:x:: italian cream soda
song:x:: pain, im a fake, only one, boulevard, whiskey lullabye
lyric:x:: right now? "so "i dont wanna another pretty face, i dont want jsut anyone to hold. i dont want my love to go to waste, i want you and your beautiful soul."
quote:x:: make an effort, not an excuse. those afraid to fall never learn to fly
place to be kissed:x:: dont matter
place to be:x:: with friends
part of your room:x:: floor, where i sleep
thing in the world:x:: the future, potential to be great

:x:friends:x:

best friend:x:: jam, kev, ev, v
nicest:x:: celi
funniest:x:: ev and tim and jam
prettiest:x:: oooh theres the killer. kaylyn or ryanne or fuck i dunno its 3am
cutest:x:: chelsea
most handsome:x:: zach
weirdest:x:: vanessa
most immature:x:: genevieve
the one you would marry:x:: dunno
overall greatest:x:: jam and kev
farthest away:x:: jessie
most missed:x:: brandy or jessie

:x:what do you think of:x:

gay marriage:x:: kinda against it kinda not
abortion:x:: no opinion
gays in the military:x:: thats cool
gays in boyscouts:x:: wtf?
lesbians:x:: alright
bisexuality:x:: people jsut being greedy
george bush:x:: i dont give a shit
the war in iraq:x:: not needed
the "chemical weapons" in iraq:x:: we doing that shit?
death:x:: inevidable
memories:x:: unforgettable
feelings:x:: change in an instant
tears:x:: not part of my vocab

cantstopusnow @ 2004-11-28T01:08:00

2004-11-28T06:18:19Z

so friday i hung out with breanna. went to 12 oaks. came back, fell asleep with her. how cute? then went to alex's party. no dancing, but satyr in black was really good. so was the popcorn. then chelsea and breanna came in, drunk. lol. man.... :-) then ken gave me a ride home. had a good talk with him. and now im supposed to go with him to a youth group next sunday. that should be sweet.
today i worked til 9 then went over to brandons party. pretty fun there. got to talk with erica, celia and mehl. fun day.
so nicole introduced me to this girl, tia. seems like a fun girl. shes a cheerleader too. i gotta go to one of those competions. someone lemme know when they are.

oh yeah, im not stalk blocking for torrance one single play next yeah! heh
night everybody

cantstopusnow @ 2004-11-26T10:45:00

2004-11-26T15:54:29Z

this is for you kaylyn
but anyone else feel free

01. Who are you, what's our relationship:
02. How and where did we meet:
03. What's my middle name:
04. How long have you known me:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself:
06. When you first saw me what was your impression:
07. My age:
08. Birthday:
09. My favorite band at the moment:
10. Color eyes:
11. Do i have any siblings:
12. Have you ever had a crush on me:
13. What's one of my favorite things to do:
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. Describe me in 3 words:
16. Name 5 things i love:
17. Do you think i'm good looking(be honest):
18. How would you describe me to someone:
19. Would you ever date me:
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: What do you like most about me:
22: If we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: Have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?
41. If you could change one thing about our relationship past present and future what would it be?

alright time to go shoppin
peace

cantstopusnow @ 2004-11-23T23:39:00

2004-11-24T05:06:47Z

hung out with angel on monday. fun time. worked a lot but other than that i dont remember last week at all. except for the party, that was fun as hell. it was the first time i actually had fun dancing. but i forgot to get crystine's number. damn. its cool though. vanessa said shed gimme her sn.
man today at lunch was so funny. i wish erica, evan and laura always had a lunch. oh my god. that was hilarious.
tomorrow im supposed to hang out wiht breanna. and firday i might go to that party with erica. what a cutie. i love her. i feel like shes my sister.
alright i better go to bed
night everyone

cantstopusnow @ 2004-11-13T19:54:00

2004-11-14T01:25:54Z

taco bells so kick ass. i love it there. worked from 10-6 and it felt like nothing. i wouldve worked 3 more if they needed me. double decker taco, spicky chicken burrito and carmel apple empanada. try it sometime.

things have been goin sweet. alright grades
weights - a
comp - b
chem - a
physics - a
gov - b
pre-calc - b

gov sucks. and id prolly have an "a" in precalc if it wasnt for vanessa

So if you're lonely
You know I'm here waiting for you

cantstopusnow @ 2004-11-07T22:41:00

2004-11-08T03:49:21Z

k i was wrong, register aint that hard. its gettin real fun actually. i dread thought fo them moving me to the line. i like customer service. check this out:
mon -
tues 3-8
wed 5-9
thurs football banquet
fri 5-10
sat 10-6
sun 12-8
mon -
tues 3-8

thats 35 hours, holy shit.
so today, worked, watched the game with jess, lions weren't doing so hot, and i cant believe that philidelphia(spell check) lost, meeting, went back to get free food (cuz of the grand opening deal), then hung out with laura, v and erica. not a bad night
erica is so not an asshole. i love her to death. i would take a bullet with a mullet for that lil girl. muah hugs and kisses

peace
come visit me at taco bell. im the only is with a manager hat, heh

cantstopusnow @ 2004-11-06T20:02:00

2004-11-07T01:28:56Z

got a job at taco bell as a cashier. right now im working at the one in westland making 7 an hour. but that new one opens this monday so then ill be working there. but lemme tell you, that register is harder than it looks. but im real excited.
so last night we all went and saw the grudge. ive never had my eyes closed that much during a movie. i did it even when it wasnt scary. almost feel asleep at this one part. but it was still fun. the ride there was fucking amazing!! laura is so crazy behind the wheel. i love it. oh and it was fun hearing everyone get so scared and then jump. its weird being the only one there not scared. it was actually really fun.
but then erica started making fun of all the guys like she always does. me cuz i was closing my eyes and couldn't "protect her from the movie." like that made sense? its a movie, not like someone'll come out and kill you. it wouldnt have mattered if my eyes were open or not. people just like to be next to a person for mental security. wouldve been the same either way. but thanks for making fun of me bout it. and you say im too cool for you

cantstopusnow @ 2004-11-04T14:50:00

2004-11-04T19:51:02Z

i'm so pissed right now

cantstopusnow @ 2004-11-02T12:01:00

2004-11-02T17:22:12Z

TELL ME WHAT YOU THOUGH ABOUT WHEN YOU WERE GONE AND SO ALONE, the worst is over you can have the best of me!
what a kick ass song.

yesterday was pretty sweet. got back my math test and got a 90. best yet. man that class sucks. and then i saw mean girls over at ericas with everyone.
right now im bout to go to senate. and i think we're gonna play football later.
my friend livia, shes so adorable. i love her.
gotta go

oh and kevin is the best photographer ever!!

cantstopusnow @ 2004-10-30T10:21:00

2004-10-30T14:39:56Z

last night was fun as hell. went to see "saw" withhhhhhhh laura,evan,vanssa,cecelia, drew, glennie, caroline, oohli?, curtis, and torrance. well, they saw it, i mostly just heard it. i gotta tell ya, im the biggest pussy when it comes to scary movies. but like i told evan, when we're all together i'm not gonna be the one too scared to walk down a dark alley. but it was still fun. i hadnt talked to laura since like 7th grade. it was nice seeing her again.
oh but the lady at the starbucks was being such a bitch. i couldnt believe that shit. playin in the leaves was great. kinda suprised no one got pissed. lol oh yeah, me and torrance scared the shit out of laura and vanessa at rotary park. laura slammed on the brakes on and vanesssa jumped like no other. sorry girls. but we gotta do it again sometime. it was really fun hangin with all you guys.
we're not going to new york for spring break torrance.
interview at taco bell went really good. i think i got the job. there's supposed to call me today.
peace